sin to know for whom the bell tolls
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
NorCal Obama Headquarters Grand Opening!!
The East Bay Field Office is also home to the NorCal Headquarters, and tonight was the GRAND OPENING!!
When I drove up to the office tonight, I was astonished.
Before I could see any of the crowd, I could hear them chanting, "Yes We Can!"
I got goosebumps and (finally) a parking spot...
The office was absolutely overun with people all fired up about Obama--we had over 500 people at the event!!!
Hundreds of people signed up to volunteer for phone-banking, traveling, and other help for the Obama campaign!!
We had an amazing set of speakers, who addressed the crowd from the upper balcony. Included in the program were San Francisco Mayor Gavin Newsom, Congresswoman Barbara Lee (CD-9), and Berkeley Mayor Tom Bates. Assemblymember Loni Hancock (CD-14), Alameda Central Labor Council Executive Director Sharon Cornu, Alameda County Supervisor Keith Carson, and Executive Secretary-Treasurer of the California Labor Foundation Art Pulaski, and a representative from Ron Dellums office were also featured speakers.
The speeches engaged the crowd, which responded with cheers, emphatic chants of "Yes We CAN," and winning smiles!!

Mayor Gavin Newson mentioned that it is was better to be here at this grand opening event than to be watching Fox News; he continued by expressing that the Republicans are out of touch with the priorities of this country. He reminded us that the future is not in front of us: the future is within us!
Mayor Tom Bates spoke about taking our country back, and now is the time to do that together. These past years have been very hard on Americans and we have a chance right now to turn that around and take our country back.

Congresswoman Barbara Lee was stirring, eloquent, and as wonderful as a speaker can possibly be. The crowd loved her--they went wild when she spoke, when she raised her arms up, they cheered. When she finished speaking, the crowd began chanting, "Barbara Lee speaks for me." I couldn't agree more--as a fellow social worker and Obama supporter, Barbara Lee definitely speaks for me!! This was my first time meeting her, and she was as lovely and genuine in person as I imagined she would be.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Around the Day in I-80 States
On Wednesday (8/19) I left Berkeley for Reno.
On Friday I left Reno for Elko.
On Saturday morning I woke up in Elko, Nevada, and drove to Salt Lake City.
After having a little snack and visiting a natural grocery store, I drove to Rawlins Wyoming. The whole way I drove on East I-80.
As a girl from Boston, I always feel a little funny driving East. It just seems like a bad idea...
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On the way home from Denver (I left Colorado on 8/31), I mixed it up a little--I spent a night in Laramie, Wyoming and then drove to Salt Lake City for a night.
I explored the Great Salt Lake a bit more, and shot this video for you:
I drove happily WEST on I-80 through the Great Salt Flats:
Then I finally crossed over the border of Nevada and landed in Elko--which feels like home now.
Sunset out my window introduced me to shades of pink unknown to my eyes until tonight... wonderful!
Saturday, August 30, 2008
America's Dream is My Dream
I was sitting in a cafe with the Reverend Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr, and
I was saying to him that the most profoundly important thing he had ever said was
"The time is always right to do right."
I told him that I have adopted this as my motto in life.
Upon waking, I felt a sense of peace and righteousness that calmed any worries or petty anxieties I might have about the path laid out before me.
He was giant-sized and seemed God-like to me. I had my hands clasped in prayer position, and he bent down and took my hands.
He lifted me up with his hands until I stood with him, our eyes met and he communicated to me without words a sense that I am worthy and my work is important--I am not just a small girl at the foot of a mythic superhero.
I am an active participant in this world,
able to enact change and work for social justice.
Today Toshi and I visited the Martin Luther King Monument in Denver's City Park.
The powerful memorial was erected in 2002.
It features statues of Dr. King, Rosa Parks, Frederick Douglass, Sojourner Truth, and Mahatma Gandhi.
Toshi and I both had strong emotional reactions to the monument and reflected on the moment, having just heard Barack Obama accept the Democratic Party's nomination for president on the anniversary of Dr. King's "I have a dream" speech and the March on Washington. When we got to the part of the monument which was inscribed with the quote about Dr. King's "four little children" living in a world where they are "judged not by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character," Toshi allowed me to interview him about his thoughts and feelings about this monument and this moment in our history:
Yesterday, we arrived at Invesco Field yesterday just as the tribute to Dr. King began. We watched the video below and I cried:
Dr. King's children spoke eloquently in support of Barack Obama. His daughter began her speech: "Tonight, freedom rings from the snow-capped mountains of Colorado..."
Martin Luther King III asserted that his father would have been so proud of Barack Obama:
Thursday, August 28, 2008
America's Hope, America's Promise
It was amazing to be there in person to be part of history, and it was unbelievable to be one of a sea of people (84,000+ in the stadium and millions of viewers at home) supporting this phenomenal team for President and Vice-President!!
Here is a short video of the crowd going wild when Obama took the stage, so you can get a sense of what it was like to be there tonight!
Here is Barack's powerful speech, in which he outlined his platform and addressed the criticisms that the Republicans have used against him and other Democrats in the past. He did not invoke people's emotions--he spoke to our intellect and respectfully outlined the problems that Americans are facing and called for the Republicans to "own their failures" so that we can move forward together, united by a vision for an American future based on the American dream and the values this country was founded on:
I was awed and honored to be part of history tonight--it was definitely one of the highlights of my life so far. It is something I will tell my children and grandchildren about, and I feel so incredibly blessed to have been there to witness this moment in American history along with 84,000 of my closest friends!
I hope you all had the chance to watch Barack's speech live, and here's a whole new way to see it, courtesy of "Wordle" which creates these awesome collages of words (you can enter in any words and it will create a unique constellation with the biggest words being the most frequent):

We are all part of this American moment and we all own a piece of our democracy for which we must take responsibility. As Barack Obama so eloquently stated:
This is about YOU!"
Virtual DNC: Interviews with CD-9 Delegates
CA CD-9 Delegate Fred Feller
CA CD-9 Delegate Mark Friedman
CA CD-9 Delegate Jennifer Pae
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Free Speech: An American Value
I was surprised to find myself being unhappy about protests by groups I belong/belonged to and I had to question my sense of self. I have always felt that it is righteous to oppose "the man" but now I see these people with signs and plans and bandanas, prepared for pepper spray and nightsticks, and I wonder if they will accomplish their ultimate goals by doing what they're doing. I don't know the answer but I have a lot of deep questions to ponder.
I am wondering if I am getting old or what is happening to me...
There are many different groups here, bringing visibility to their issues and helping our democratic process by participating in the way that is natural to them.
Lots of people traveled from far away to protest the war in Iraq, especially Iraq Veterans Against the War and also Code Pink (women for peace). They will also be protesting at the RNC in the Twin Cities.
The Iraq Vets led a march of 10,000 people and delivered a statement calling on the Democratic nominee to endorse the three main goals of IVAW: Immediate withdrawal, full veterans benefits, and reparations for the Iraqi people.
Following a packed show at the Denver Coliseum where Rage Against the Machine and the Flobots encouraged the crowd to join IVAW's march, two squads of 25 IVAW members each formed up outside the venue and began marching to the Pepsi center. The squads were led by members in dress uniforms and combat uniforms, with thousands of supporters marching behind them.... Former Texas Lt Governor Ben Barnes came out of the convention to accept a letter from the IVAW members.
Smaller groups and individuals also added their voices to the outcry against this criminal and immoral war of aggression.
I cried when I saw these women with their handmade masks and signs, silently marking the memory of people lost in the Iraq war.
Here's an example of some "fair and balanced" coverage (commentary by my fabulous friend Steve):
Apparently, when you refuse to speak to the obnoxious and condescending reporter from Faux News – or when you speak out against corporate media manipulation – that means you “don’t believe in freedom of speech.” At least, that’s according to Fox News’s Griff Jenkins. The protesters outside the Democratic convention in Denver give him a piece of their agitated minds; hilarity ensues:
Something else surprised me and caused me to be quite challenged personally. There were lots of anti-abortion people here with bloody pictures of fetuses, chanting about the value of life. Many of them were young women: my age, educated and otherwise just like me (there but for the grace of God go I).
I was shocked and (I must admit--saddened) to see young, smart, liberated women advocating for a reduction in women's rights to regulate and control their own bodies, their reproductive rights, and to decide for themselves when is the right time to have a child. (this video shows the entrance to the Pepsi Center where the delegates were listening to the keynote speakers Weds night--the lady you can hear on the megaphone as you approach the gate was one of the leaders of this anti-abortion protest).
I can't argue whether human life is or isn't valuable--obviously it is. But I found myself sick to my stomach when I saw the blown up color photos on banners blaming Obama for abortions or labeling him a "baby-killer." I know that there is an important moral aspect to the abortion issue--it isn't just any old medical procedure, but is also isn't as simple as "bad/immoral people killing babies." Sometimes a woman's own life is at risk, sometimes she has been the victim of rape or incest, and sometimes she simply knows she is not ready or capable of being a good mother at this time. How can we value life when we are relegating those "innocent babies" we've "saved" to a lifetime of poverty, maternal resentment, and poor parenting? I am reminded of the line from a Michael Franti song, "You can make a life longer, but you can't save it."
We have to learn to live together in the middle ground and discuss the material in the grey zones, rather than just sticking to our own narrow perspectives and the scripts that come with the "pro-choice" and "pro-life" labels. Divorced from the salience of the abortion debate, I don't think any American can truly pick either life or choice--we value both!
So I have been fundamentally challenged and changed by what I've seen here, and by my own reactions to these protests. It is OK, because this is America and we are allowed to disagree with one another and still remain a country united by a commitment to free speech.
Please join me in the new America, where it is safe to reassess preconceptions and build common ground.
Cop Watch: F*ck the police??
Lady Cop: We're here for the DNC.As we walked away, I felt uneasy--people who are not breaking the law and don't plan to break the law shouldn't have to feel afraid of the police.
Toshi: But why are you all suited up in riot gear? What are you anticipating?Lady Cop: We're prepared for anything--most of the protesters plan to be peaceful, but some of them are not.
Toshi: It's kind of scary to see you all dressed like this, with the big clubs & extrame riot gear...
Lady Cop: That's probably a good thing!
Only people who are doing something violent or wrong should fear the consequences.
People whom the police are supposedly protecting (participants in the DNC) should feel reassured by their presence, but the "police state" feel in the air was disquieting when we arrived on Sunday and certainly it intensified on Monday.
The rest of the week, things seemed to quiet down, and there wasn't as much intense police presence. The protesters also seemed to tone it down, and there was less of a sense that direct confrontation (rather than simply free speech) was the main goal.
These bicycle cops happily posed for pictures with several convention-goers, including yours truly. They were funny, relaxed, and friendly (this was Wednesday, after things seemed to have generally cooled down).
One moment when I was particularly glad to have the strong police presence was when Toshi and I encountered these 2 protests: pro-gay and anti-gay demonstrations were underway right next to one another on the 16th street mall (pedestrian street lined with shops in Downtown Denver near the convention center). Things were tense to say the least. I was getting increasingly worried as the insults flew and the F-word was liberally applied by both sides.
It makes me reconsider the lyrics of this song by one of my favorite musical artists (Michael Franti/Spearhead).
"F*ck the police! We can keep the peace.But can we keep the peace? Or do we need some help? Maybe we get by with a little help from our friends?? can the police be our friends? can "they" be part of "we"?
We can make love and conquer that disease.
Because nothing in the world is impossible to me--
I can swim on dry land or roll up on the sea.
Nothing in the world is impossible to me--
you can chop off my legs and I'll land upon my feet!"
Our hostess Brit (a street medic) told me she was impressed with the police and the worst injuries they treated were sunscreen in the eyes and a bandaid for a cut in a Food Not Bombs kitchen. Brit said she was walking home w/2 other medics, decked out in red crosses, at 3am on night. Public transportation had shut down for the night. A police car pulled up and offered them a ride, saying "We're both neutral observers here."
When I was a kid, I used to love tagging the following graffiti:


I wrote this all over the place without considering the practical implications and without truly considering he meaning of either anarchy or peace.
Now I wonder if "anarchy but peace" is even possible?
Or if it just something that people scrawl on bathroom walls to make ourselves feel better, to feel like we're doing something, to get a surge of powerful feelings like we are "sticking it to the man." but who is "the man" anyway? and is there a better way to change our world?
I guess I have become more critical and more of a realist since I was 13 (I sure hope so!). As I grow older, I realize how important it is for people to have limits and the necessity to have individuals and groups within society (and families) who enforce the limits for the sake of basic safety, sanitation, and respect.
but are the police the right people for the job? Should they be the boundary-enforcers of first resort or only used as our last resort when all else fails?
social workers are often considered a kind of social police, and I have often felt uncomfortable wih the social control aspect of my field, preferring the social justice angle.
Martin Luther King was often challenged by supporters and skeptics alike about his commitment to legal reforms to protect and ensure civil rights for all people. Critics said that education, not laws, were needed to truly reform people's hearts and minds. MLK agreed to a certain extent, stating that laws and education were both necessary components of the recipe to heal the racial divides in our nation. Then he stated that "the law can't make a man love me- but it can keep a man from lynching me! and I think that's pretty important too." So laws and law enforcement have an important role to play in social justice, social harmony, and the regulation of social behavior.
I don't have the answer to all this, but again I have a lot of important questions to ponder about how we can create the society we want with carefully chosen and humanely enforced limits to maintain basic safety and security for community members.
This guy might disagree:
It was interesting to me to see the reaction of some of the protesters to the police presence--having personally talked to people in Bosnia, the USSR, and Nazi Germay, I don't think Denver during the DNC is anything close to what a "police state looks like" ...
The police were generally helpful and friendly unless you were doing something dangerous or pushing against the boundaries that were set up to preserve the safety of the delegates and convention attendees. With plans such as the one that DASW (Direct Action to Stop War) explained to me--trapping the delegates in wire cages as they tried to enter the convention floor for example--I think it would have been worse if these protesters were allowed to exercise their so-called "right to free speech" by usurping others' rights to move about freely. If a "police state" means stopping people from committing the crimes of assault, battery, and kidnapping against participants in the democratic process, sign me up.
Free speech is a right that does have some limits, like the way my father describes the right to smoke cigarettes:
I had a great conversation with the CopWatch rep from Berkeley, as well as a local CopWatcher from Denver (video coming soon--it's a long one so it takes a while to upload; check back soon!).
They graded the cops' behavior this week as follows:
Monday: F
(Rage Against the Machine Concert)
Tuesday: C
Wednesday: B+
(Iraq War Veterans March)
Thursday: B
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Arriving in Denver
I drove through Cheyenne (more of my favorite highway: I-80, baby!!) almost all the way to Denver!!!!
In Denver, the center of "Obama-Nation," I met up with Toshi (he flew in from Berkeley this morning). It was wonderful to see him again, and I was so glad that he was willing to trust this crazy idea and come out to Denver. I know he wont regret it!
Then we went over to the place we're couchsurfing with our new friends Brit and Chris. They're street medics who tend to the ailments of protesters such as pepper spray injuries, head injuries, panic attacks etc. Chris is on the left, Jamie (another friend and street medic from Olympia, Washington) is in the middle and our fantastic hostess Brit is on the right.
Monday night, we thought we would be watching Michelle's speech from the convention floor, but they didn't need us volunteering there and of course we didn't have the credentials to get in ourselves (someone outside had a sign that said: "Got HOPE, but no CREDENTIALS")...
We drove out to Red Rocks (natural ampitheater near Denver) for a film festival called "Cinemocracy."
One of my favorite CDs was recorded by Dave Matthews Band "Live at Red Rocks" and I had always imagined coming here someday to see and experience it for myself. This was one of the little blessings of being "not needed" to volunteer at the convention.
We took a great hike around the very red rocks and amazing formations that create this unique landscape, and we stopped for a snack and a chat in this cozy little rock formation.
I feel so blessed to have had the chance to experience this incredible environment and to have shared it with someone I love and care about so deeply.
The film fest opened with an awesome film called "Downtown Denver 2008" which was created by the Denver Host Committee of the DNC. In addition to being a beautiful and invigorating view of Denver and its people, we recognized someone we know!!
Watch the film and notice the dude in a cap (with the bill flipped up) sitting on a bench at about 2 minutes and 8 seconds into the film: That is CHRIS, whom we just met (If you forget what Chris loos like, just scroll up to check out the photo--he's wearing the same awesome hat in both the pic above and the video below)!!
So we were jumping out of our seats and pointing and squealing when we saw him on the big screen. It was so exciting--we only know 2 people in all of Denver, and here was one of them right in the video only 2 minutes into the film festy!! It was definitely a sign that we're in the right place, doing the right things, with the right people.
These two were my favorites; they weren't the #1 winners and I don't know why:
IF YOU REALLY KNEW ME
Directed by Betsy Leighton, Denver, CO
WHAT IS DEMOCRACY?
Directed by 5th graders: Skelly Aggett-Carosella, Ivar Cloudshadow, Trevor Green, Gabe Greenberg, Noah Greenwald, Jade Hunter, Aidan McGinnis, Izaiah Read, Sienna Richert & Emma Wilson, Boulder, CO
- CINEMA+(DEM)OCRACY=CINEMOCRACY – Alan Dominquez, Denver, CO
- DEMOCRACY: A MARRIAGE – Isha Aran, Lakewood, CO
- DEMOCRACY: A STEADY LOVING CONFRONTATION – Jen Saffron, Pittsburgh, PA
- DEMOCRACY IS A SPECTACLE – Joseph Le Sac, Tacoma, WA
- DEMOKRATIA – Josh Massaro, Isaac Ramos, Melissa Lane & John Knauf, Highlands Ranch, CO
- SUNRISE – Robert Florescu & Sylvia Florescu, Denver, CO
- THE RIGHT TO HAVE A VOICE – Jessica Rosenberger & Austin Tally, Chicago, IL
- YOU CAN’T EAT FREEDOM – Martin Higgins, Lonetree, CO
Friday, August 22, 2008
The Nevada State fair
It was in Reno and it had tons of great activities which I'll describe in as much detail as I can below:
My pictures will never be able to do them justice.
This one is a fabulous quilted map of Reno.
I believe it won one of the awards.
When I was walking through the quilt exhibit, I thought of my Auntie Rita and my mom and so I took a lot of pictures, but none of them measure up to the intricacy of detail and the care that was taken in the creation of these handmade quilts.
I saw tons of beautiful animals and funny animals and oh so many bunnies!!
They raise and breed the bunnies for pets and treat them kindly. the bunnies were relaxed and tame, letting tons of strangers pet them.
I could tell they were healthy bunnies and happy bunnies, even the ones who were slated for the dinner plate eventually.
I dearly love my parents and I am so grateful that they let me have bunnies when I was growing up; it was such an important part of my childhood. But being at the fair, I did feel jealous of these girls who were allowed to breed and keep and show their rabbits--maybe I'm really a Nevada girl at heart?
These goats on the other hand, were not going for the "sophisticated" look.
The boys were the ones actually handling the alligator and helping other kids and scared people like me interact safely with the alligator. This boy carefully instructed me on how to pet the alligator on its body, not its head, tail, or legs.
We distributed information about the local Democratic candidates and about Barack Obama's Campaign for Change. We gave out Obama stickers, buttons, and signs (which I donated thanks to Toshi!!) and registered voters. We also had fabulous merchandise, including this adorable donkey. I got 2 wine glasses and a corkscrew inscribed "Turn Nevada Blue!" since we'll need something to celebrate with in Denver!
Cheryl also took me all around the fair and taught me lots of interesting things abut Nevada and the local area, as well as the wildlife and earthquakes. She was so kind and took her time telling me all of the things I wanted to know about all kinds of things from voter registration to snakes' skin.
Michelle was also wonderful and she gave me great advice about the drive I was about to embark upon--she warned me about the last places to get gas and food and to go pee. and now that I'm on the other side of the long drive, I so deeply appreciate her advice. She also spent a good deal of time helping me learn about voter registration processes in Nevada and answered all my questions.
There was something about that moment that felt so moving and profound to me. I can't exactly explain it, but it made me fall more deeply in love with this country and its people.
they did have a hummer though. it made me mad.
I can't see a hummer without thinking of Dave.
as I was standing there thinking about Dave and what I would say to whomever was supposed to be staffing this booth, I noticed that the hummer said "YES YOU CAN!" in big letters on the side. and then i got really mad and had to walk away.
we can't continue to treat the youth of America like a commodity easily sacrificed for profit or domination.
Dedicated in all humility to those who blazed the trail
I arrived in Elko at my Motel 6 and it was wonderful. The woman staffing the place was so helpful and I really did feel at home in my room.
I was comfortable and happy, and I was able to use the internet which is always fun and which is how you're getting all these great pictures!
After a night in Elko, it's on to Utah and Wyoming.
A big driving day tomorrow!